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Feliz aniversario Underbend
Violet Clouds
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WIP#7
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I'd rather be free from here
I'll listen&try to help
by:
Sapphire123 
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29.03.2020
54 comments
Sapphire123[OP]
29.03.2020 03:34
LinkAnd if I dont answer right away tonight I will tomorrow
But I'll be on for now
try distracting yourself, writing about your feelings or talk to someone. Also take deep breaths and drink some water. Maybe go for a walk or just sit outside and get fresh air. But if its late and you cant sleep cuz of them, try reading or drawing or writing.
Ok.. hmm.. open a window? Fresh air will help relax you.
Or tea. If you like tea, it might help.
Don't repeat yourself, try not to say things like "you're a kind person, don't do this" and say things like "why do you feel like this" or "don't focus on the bigger problems, what can you solve first", and try not to tell them what to do rather than ask them if you're solution might work
Aw.. well at least shes in a better place now. Maybe you can get another one
I feel as if I can't live in the moment. Every happy moment I have quickly fades to emptiness. It feels like something is holding me down. I've tried talking about it but I always end up scaring away the ones I love.
Awww.. have you tried ignoring the emptiness, and focusing on the good thing that's happening?
I've tried ignoring it, but it never lasts long. I always end up feeling empty and my parents refuse to recognize it. They say mental illness isn't a thing. That people are just faking.
Hm.. well they're definitely WRONG. Yes some people fake it, but I believe that you're not and it would probably be a good idea if you talked to someone irl. Maybe once school starts again, go to the school counselor
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They dont know. They cant see anybody about it cuz of their parents.
Okie! Well it's not too hard to diagnose someone with depression and figure out what type they have
I'm scared when I do the counselor will tell them we met. Then they'll force me to tell them just like they did when they found out I was gay. They'll tell me I just want attention that it's my fault I'm this way.
Aw... well it's not your fault and you dont want attention. So maybe if you slowly hint to them that something is wrong, they'll believe you.
I feel like it's always been there but began to worsening around four months ago. I don't exactly know what started it it was just there all of a sudden.
Okay then, would you like to talk about some of your reasons behind this dysphoria or was it random
I feel.like it started when I first came out to my cousin. I began feeling like I was a disappointment. That my family would never accept me and I would be alone.
Did your family start hinting they disliked you for who you were or was it just a feeling of paranoia
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They told me I was making a mistake. That they would not support me.
Yeah but I can't talk to them till school resumes. My parents tried to take away anyone who supports me.
WTF?!?! That's messed up. Is there a reason behind this? Have they always been homophobic?
Anyways I gotta head to bed. Thanks for letting me vent to you. It took a bit of weight off my shoulders.
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I've hurt three people in the span of two weeks. my mom is sick and pent up in her room with an upper respiratory infection. I can't go to work. my sister is cutting herself again. ive started cutting again. and my friends all left me but one irl. when I do see my mom all she does is scream at me. my dad has ran out of the room crying because of my mom. my grandma wont resopnd to my texts and I'm afraid she has the corona. my school is closed for the rest of the year. I have lost my glasses and can barely see. every time I go for a walk my bullies see me and attack me and make fun of me. on top of this I'm sick. every time I stand I get dizzy. my dog is sick and she won't eat. my dad yells at me saying I do nothing in our house and calls ma a failure and a disappointment... I do help and my sister won't help at all. my sisters bullies wont leave me alone and try to get me to bully my sister with them. I haven't seen my therapist since the quratine started. People seem not to care when I try to talk about this
to them. I feel useless, like a failure. I just cant stand it. I haven't been eating ornsleeping right. all this stress is hurting me.
Aww.. poor thing.. with your mom, maybe just try and leave her alone and let her rest. And for everything else.. I'm not really sure what to do.. with eating and sleeping, maybe try setting alarms for times to eat, and same with sleep. Every day try eating a little more and going to sleep a little earlier. That might help. And I know being sick really doesn't help, but just try resting. Dont get up too much if you dont have too.