people seem to forget that when people grow older, they're bound to change. But somehow to others that seems impossible of me. Idk, I feel I'm not good enough. (Not to trauma dump or vent). I want people to see me as an artist and a creator, not someone from the past or what other people tell you. You'll never know the real me outside of these walls and outside of this screen. I'm still a person who's changing, and living much like you. Don't base what you see on here as my actual personality.

But when I say this I'm genuine. I can't come to this site without living in the fear that someone is going to bring up my past again instead of focusing on the future. I'm not perfect, I never will be. 've made mistakes, pretty dumb ones. I acklowedge that, and I'm trying to move on from it. But some would love to dwell in a past that isn't even theirs.

This site tries to be welcoming but it just isn't. I've been bullied and harrassed and even threatened on here and no one did a thing. I love drawing on here, I just wish the creator would actually take the steps to make it safer for children who are using it, and eliminate those who abuse it. I feel more for those who are just coming to this site. Yes, there are good things about it, but there are some really bad things about it too. I still strongly feel a proper moderation system would help, but who can really do anything for that to happen. I feel very unsafe here and unwelcomed to a site I should feel okay coming into and expressing myself. I can't express myself without people bringing something entirely different up to drive others away and paint me terribly or just simply harass me. I do really like the block system though, but is it really enough?

Im just speaking to myself here, but release is all I really need.

no, this is definitely not unwanted. I really appreciate this comment. I agree 100% with you, and it means a lot to me that you can recognize that. I'm proud of you too, and It's nice seeing you again :)

Indeed, it's quite sad, but very nostalgic seeing you :) Nothing much, I'm training to be an Emergency Medical Responder, gonna save lives!! And some progress, I took a hiatus from it though. I might change my entire idea, I've been working on a few ideas.

one of my ideas involves a puzzle of life and death where they have to work together to balance the universe.

Wow, that's amazing! But yeah, definitely get that. I think tech would be an awesome fit :) THat sounds super exciting, I'm thrilled for you!! And of course :) So aside from Life and Death which I call Between the line, I thought a lot about ones having to do with survival. But it sounds dumb and kind out too big of aproject. But I loved the the tarzan movies and they already have games but theyre not first person. So it focuses first person where you can swing from vine to vine. Although that would need lots of permission to do. And another one having to do with a sailor who's been thrown off board and manages to survive by being swept out to an island, but the island is humongous and filled with tons of creatures where he eventually has to decide between lots of a treasure and money, or befriending these creatures. He needs this money though to make it back home if he ever wants to see his family again. Tho, that sounds better as a movie but would be good in game form too.

Thank you so much, that means a lot. And of course, silly little bugs have to be in it. :) And no, you aren't rambling lol, I get it, creatures are fun and awesome to explore with.

Sorry for going silent If ell asleep lol. But that's so cute! And yeah, they are very interesting, although big ants scare me as opposed to little ones.