This makes no sense to make through but.. This is a vent. I don’t usually put drawings and vents together but I just wanted something to at least make it better than what I am right now. Overall I don’t know what to do anymore, it simply feels like that you guys don’t even care yes I’ve been pondering back and forth wether I should leave but I think now is a good time. Each and every one of my followers is that I’m grateful for. Even though I’ve let go of the things I did and apologized. Even though I’ve wrote about it already, I simply feel like to write it again. The drawing- the hand is sop posed to reach towards those who I’ve lost during the FA journey. I was to careless to notice and now it simply strikes back, the fog is the evil things I’ve done trying to cover me up with all the good things and is drowning me in it, the tree is representing those who has stood my my aside all this way even though I’ve told you . You guys are more than enough to make me happy I don’t deserve you guys and neitherDoI

Deserve to live. This is a message to those 3 people I’ve angered. One a lot I honestly don’t know what to do Now that may not make any sense but I simply took out my anger by writing that. I feel like my whole body aching my eyes being blurry and constant sharp needles of pain every second is a punishment. It’s getting harder to breath

I’m not enjoying the life I have right now. My past mistakes are drowning me but I’m simply putting them out and keep coming back and repeating this over and over again. I’m dizzy my head hurts my body aches my neck feels like it’s gonna break my legs are stiff my shoulders ache my eyes hurt and is blurry I can barely smell my heart is heavy and hurting my fingers are stiff I can’t feel my feet my left arm and right arm constantly fall alsleep I can’t sleep I’m getting drowned I’m in pain i dunno how to say it. Some of you guys might’ve been in worse but this is as hard as I’ve ever gotten.

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Ty