anyways some info on this guy hes gay but the internalized homophobia he gained alongside his religious trauma is so strong that he denies it wholeheartedly and feels disgusted with himself when he feels anything toward men (even if its platonic)

hes deathly terrified of everything that hes unfamiliar with or told to hate, as well as god themself

he was in a cult-like church when he was alive. he lived in said church, was in school there, just lived his entire life there basically he died when he was in his late 20s via sickness since the church strictly forbid anything other praying to their god as medicine

in the world this guy lives in, whatever religion you believe in and the way you believe in it decides what your afterlife, or lack of, will be

not that they know that when they are alive. in the living world they dont know what god(s) is(are) real or if there even is one

and yet i still dont have a name for him omg

jermacore songs are very cool. unironically like jermacore breakcore songs

tHNAKU!