Sometimes I want to take a razor blade and cut open my insides open

Like..specifically surgically remove my uterus and preform top surgery on myself

I want to cut out my heart too for making me feel so horrible…I wanted that future. I wanted it. With us.

Whatever I’m like..totally moved on 🤥

This pain is growing unbearable though so I’m going to sleep soon

Not like anyone cares if I stay or go tho so 😇

#DramaQueenmoment