I'm such a horrible grandkid
8 comments
Karizma[OP]
21.01.2025 20:42
LinkI'm just a horrible person in general atp
Karizma[OP]
21.01.2025 20:43
LinkMy grandma is starting to hate me. She's saying that if I stay home I might get taken away to a foster home or a hospital. I won't be able to bring anything, not even Gingi
Karizma[OP]
21.01.2025 20:45
LinkI keep telling her that I need to be homeschooling or SOMETHING because school is making me feel absolutely horrible. I keep almost breaking down every day. I need extra help but they won't give it to me. She won't listen. She never listens and then questions why I don't talk to/tell her anything
Karizma[OP]
21.01.2025 20:50
LinkI'm tired of this. Of her guilt tripping and yelling. I just want it to end. I wish I was never born so everything I've down could've just. Never happened. But I can't kill myself. It's too late
Im wishing the best for you to get along with your grandmother and for her to listen to you more
It's not at all your fault of how school affects you mentally and physically, if your grandmother refuses to listen, then that's her problem, not yours. Adults are hard to talk to because most of the time they feel as though they know better because they've been on this planet longer, but they don't know what's better for YOU. I'm really sorry to hear about your situation though, it sounds like a very difficult spot to be in. I can't recommend much but I think that for now, until you can get the help you want and need, you should take mental health days because it sounds like school takes a very heavy toll on you and puts you under a lot of pressure. Even though that may he hard to do, all I ask is that you try your best because you're already constantly working hard to improve yourself in dire situations and I truly believe that you can control how you live, not for others, but for you, because you're an amazing person, and you deserve so much better than what you currently have in life, you deserve to be-