okay so ive been having a HORRIBLE past ****ing week with my dad my two faced sister my stupid phycologist my idiotic people that attend my school and my very own thoughts and ive been outta it and i was slowly coming out of it with the help of friends teachers family based and my ****ing girlfriend... and then just as im on my way to almost feeling okay ... i ****ING GET DRAGGED IN TO MORE SHIT I DONT NEED IM SORRY IM WAYYYYY TO ****ING FRIENDLY IM SORRY I HAVE OCS THAT ARE DATING OTHER PEOPLES OCS AND IM SO ****ING SORRY THAT I CANT FEEL EMOTIONS TO FEEL BAD FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING RIGHT NOW ... i got myself out of every situation where i thought i was gonna die yes i was "influenced" but it was me who was there it was me who didnt do anything IT WAS ME I DID IT ALL ON THE NIGHT I SWORE I WOULDNT TAKE THOSE PILLS I DID OH AND I HAD A GREATTTTTT NIGHT THAT NIGHT BUT YOU SEE IF I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING YOU WOULDNT HAVE KNOWN ... so do you get my point im going to be hurtful im going

to be rude because i cant think any different right now

and i wont say sorry because im not this is called honesty dont like it welp thats your problem and ash yes i love you yes i really care but right now i cant "care" about anything or anyone right now... so this time like always im going to get myself out of this IM GOING TOO ME I WILL and then.... maybe ..... we can take it from there...

no i not saying that and dont say your sorry thatll just set me off even more i-i dont know what we should do...

... bye