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Kelii-kun
17.03.2021 00:20
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(Don't you love it when your mother gets home and you go to give her a hug because she seems is walking towards you, she cringes at this goes around you and hugs your sister. You blow it of thinking, Oh its nothing, Then you ask her how her day was and she starts lecturing you on how disappointing you are, and how everything that goes wrong is your fault and you need to learn how to hold your ****ing tongue because no one wanted to hear you speak and how you need to get your shit together and clean your room, that you were currently cleaning. Listening to your mother tell you that you need to grow up and forget everything in your childhood because its just ****ing up your life and those memories are no longer needed in the life that SHE wants you to live, and how if you don't get your head out of your ass you might as well just jump off of the Empire State building, and how she leaves you at places on purpose sometimes so she doesn't have to listen to you talk about the thing you like, or how you want to hang
plz, plz don't. I just got out of the hospital for all of this, it was dreadful and I feel even more let down then ever. Pls everyone is special in their own unique way, you have a purpose you have a gift. My gift, my parents hate, but I want you to know that others around you think you are amazing and unique in your own way. I would never forgive myself if I couldn't help you. Watching ppl around me suffer the same way I did or even worse makes me wanna bash my head against a wall and wish I was gone. PLS PLS PLS listen. Everyone has a purpose in this world, even if you don't know what it is yet, you will someday. Just go with what your gut tells you. I don't know what my purpose is yet, and I am scared it will disappoint the ppl around me. But who cares if it disappoints someone, its not their life. we need to make our own decisions, just don't do anything that with hurt yourself like I did. It will cause 10x more problems then before, more ppl disappointed and stuff all over your record.