I want to tell you that I love you but you would freak out! I'm scared of you, I hate your friends because they would make rumors about me and defend you when you did nothing wrong, I don't want drama to happen between us I just want to tell you how I truly feel about you! And I'm afraid of what you would say.. I want to tell you everything, I want to pour my heart out to you, but for some reason, I don't feel safe telling you that I'm lesbian. I don't know how you would respond to that and I'm scared. and..,, I don't know. I'm just scared of the unknown, I've known you for FIVE YEARS what would you expect? Of course I'm going to catch feelings for you! It's not my fault that I feel this way. I,, We tell each other "I love you" but it's not like " that" it's a friend..? Thing, but when I say it, I truly mean that I love you, and not just as a friend, I just wish you could realize that..