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by:
Taboo-Lagoon 
532
532
15.01.2020
3 comments
Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
15.01.2020 15:05
LinkMy ****ing god, don't you just love feeling worthless and useless and constantly getting ignored? It's the absolute ****ing best. Not only that, but dude, I just LOVE stress man. I mean, doesn't everyone? Just love the feeling of wanting to die but knowing it won't make a difference at all 'cause no one will care. And to top it all off, you hate venting because you just feel like you're being a pain in the ass to everyone.
Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
15.01.2020 15:22
LinkHah, I just know that no one really cares. I can tell. I'm just the one people tolerate, if anything. I'd be better of dead, wouldn't I? God, why do I have these thoughts? I can't help it I guess. I know too much... But then again, I know too little... Am I going insane? I think I'm going insane. Einstein defines it as doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Is that what I'm doing? I vent, I express, and expect - no, wish - people would care. Every time though, I know it's all a facade. It's not real, their words. They just want me gone. I know it. I know too much.
CHILD! Stop saying these things! I CARE ABOUT YOU! I need ma cranberry bean! You are my friend and I will always be here for you!