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my mom abooz me so now my legs can barely walk hahaha.

ikr

I committed sewer slide few days ago and failed cuz I broke out of my sleeping paralysis stupid suffocation mehtods.

nyes now Im thinking of SMARTER sewer slide methods

and uh if your life gets worse like you are a criminal and you get tortured everyday and the best way is to die, I might share the methods with you. The methods im working on are mostly painless so yea

b o i stabbing urself, did you know you had high chances to live for a suicide method

u gotta like, QUICKLY make your brain cells go off

yeah. so if u stabby urself u might have lived and stuck into a mental hospital for ages

boi u have to be like- you need a certificate for using guns

the government doesn't provide guns to you unless you are an expert hunter, soldier or a martial arts shits idfk what im saying

ikr, and uh when I self harm I imagine that my body is my enemies and my foe's body so if I torture myself harder the more joy I get I am a frikin maschohist

no actually self harm is addictive did u know that

same here and thankfully I don't since I ddon't have any place to self harm since every place of my body is damaged thanks to the abuse.

cuz nyes.

that is why I always self harmed at midnights I feel so smart rn ahahahahah im scum

if it does make you feel better, I won't stand against it

omph same I have no privacy once I was changing and my mom came in like a wrecking ball and told me to don't lock my doors MOM I AM ****IN CHANGING WDYM BY DONT LOCK-

IKR

and once I left my glasses in the bathroom and there was my mom and she was throwing stuffs at me when she was washing her hands cuz she thought I was a monster lmao

NYES despite that I hack so I don't get caught about having an internet acc (this one), so lmao

also I am a quite of a sneaky liar but my mom doesn't believe in the truth like wtf

ah yes, my bro once watched buncha hentai clickbaits and he blamed it on me and since he watched it on my phone my mom still thinks I am a frikin perv rapist.

I wish my dad was dead, he's a frikin..dickhead, IdK how to describe him

I wish I was an orphan instead, and that probably explains how in such a horrible abuse shitpit I am in I don't wanna get more fractured limbs due to abuse

makes sense..

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whenever I walk my legs or my knee joints, just leg joints hurts because I got like bullied a lot when I was a kid and the bullies used to smash mi ankles and legs and limbs andd whatever etc etc

makes sense. cuz that's why people self harm

THAT MOTHER****ER- THOES MOTHER****ERS SHOULD GO TO HELL AND TRY PLAYING CHESS WITH SATAN

IT AINT OKIE IMMA EEET TO CROATIA AND MURDER THE M

I SHALLLL

YAS

WHO SUMMONED ME

Whatever Im busy rn don't touch me

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