So people everywhere r telling/asking "DUDE! YOUR NOT DEPRESSED SO STOP ACTING LIKE IT!" or "Are you really depressed you don’t seem like it..." well, the reason why I don’t always show it is because of..let’s just call em.."depressed attacks."

Like heart attacks, most of my depression come at me in one big "want to die" punch! Then I just give up and cry on the inside but on the outside I’m comepletely dull. I usually don’t speak for all that while..I HAVE WITNESSES!!! But this is usually happens when I’m trying to light a person up and they won’t take it..it makes me feel unwanted. Then I go dull...

It usually lasts for like...10 min..20 at most? It hurts a lot when it does happen tho. Like when in the mornings your body doesn’t wanna move but yo mind is like "GET UPPP" but you won’t budge? Imagine that, only with pain and hurtful words.

And when this happens all I can think about is suicide, like all the things on my animation up there :P but yah that’s pretty much it..

Questions???

Nope ;U;

Oh and one last thang the whole "This usually happens when I’m trying to light a person up and they won’t take it" thing was only 1 of my examples. There are loads more XD

****ING DEAD INSIDEEEE

Warning: NEEDS TO CUSS LIKE RN

**** SHIT **** **** **** SHIT ****ERSON **** MOTHER OF ****ERSON *****Y GUN **** YA *****ES WHO SAY NOT TO ****ING KILL YOURSELF ****ING DO IT IF IT FEE,S RIGHT THEY DONT GIVE A DAMN BOUT YO PAIN THEY ****ING DONT KNOW YO HURT THEY ARE JUST A ****ING GOODIE TOO SHOO **** **** **** **** ME **** YOU **** THE GOODIE TOO SHOOS I WANNA ****ING BURN IN HELLLLLLLLLL

Ok I think I’m good...

****

Now I am.

Ikr