ARGH HE’S SO WONDERFUL AND GRATEFUL AND THOUGHTFUL AND AMAZING!!

AND YOU WANNA THE BEST PART? He’s taken. That’s right everyone. The guy I just so happen to like irl has dated and probably still is dating another girl.

I’m so fvcking dumb. I knew it. I knew I could never be happy with someone The moment I catch feelings something always fvcking stops me. The boy and his apparent girlfriend. My old irl girl crush and her moving away. Rayman and his fvcking endless amount of fa girls and cannon girlfriends. WHEN WILL MY SUFFERING END?!?? I thought the worst that could happen is rejection BUT I DIDN’T EVEN GET A CHANCE TO EVEN TELL THEM HOW I FEEL WTF-