today was a great day it started out rough but when i got home I got a bunch of art done and im so proud of myself Im so happy I can do art again after having artblock (or just major deppression) for a year but I went to therapy not too long ago Im taking the meds I need and I have more ways to keep myself safe because therapy provided me a ton of stuff to look back on which is good

I hate therapy its so boring and it takes time but it taught me a lot of stuff to help myself, I dont know when Im getting an actual therapist but I think it is soon

I still need to talk to my doctor (im not sure if I have one? The insurance provided to me just completely dropped me, so I need a new psychiatrist) about the impulsive and major mood swings and about testing for autism but I am doing good

Im so excited for my birthday and Christmas this month I hope I get murder drones stuff like I asked for!! :DD

OH MY GOSH and for my birthday I told my mom Im going to bake a yoylecake. IM SO EXCUTED GEAHHGYGIGVBJJVB is gonna be the best yoylecake ever . I hope I do not turn to metal after eating it

I also want to make a cookie pizza like lightbulb from ii (im her irl real) This cookie pizza's gonna knock their socks off!!! You know, hopefully they're wearing socks, or this could go terribly wrong..

man my birthday is gonna be frickin epic

goodnight flipanim :)