When you told me you were leaving Well I couldn't feel my mouth Cause all I'll ever be is someone else As I watched you walk away I felt something in me change My heart froze over All emotion dripped away So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour Just to see what it feels like to fly And I crashed my car into someone else's backyard Just to see what it feels like to die When you told me you missed me Well I couldn't close my eyes Cause I realized what it felt like to die Cause all you'll ever be is a nightmare and a wet dream A reason to smile from 6 feet underground So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour Just to see what it feels like to die And I crashed my car into someone else's backyard Just to see what it feels like to die So bathe me in pale flesh Promise that I'll never be good again And I hope you miss me when I'm gone Cause I can't hold on for too long And I'm so scared of dying alone