maybe my dad. Is a good person???? Why wont anyone give me a straight answer?????? "Ur dad sucks!" And then someone else says "maybe think about how much ur dad has done for u" or "maybe think about how ur dad feels" or "ur dad sounds like he cares about u"

he says he loves me he . Cared i think? He screamed at me a lot and made me cry a lot and made me hate myself reallt bad and made me change everything about mtself so i could be perfect he made me feel like i wasnt good enoufh and that i needed to work harder to earn his love but then also he spent time with me sometimes he taught me how to ride a bike he helped me learn to rollerskate he played legos with me he talked about metallica with me he joked about kitties with me he always tried to make me laugh but. I dont udnerstand

He always said he loved me amd he misses me but i am afraid of him bevause of what happened but maybe he isnt a bad person maybe im just being too sensitive but nobody.will tell me what is right

Like nobody had a childhood without parent trauma so maybe i am overreacying like nobody as a kid had a perfectly good and fun childhood so am i being a baby about it??

I need a therapist im getting one soon i think

im ok but thank yoi