Explanation: I don´t know what to be, I just wanna be whatever you want me to be. It´s like I´m being controlled by my own followers and friends. I don´t wanna be lonely, but I don´t wanna feel ignored at the same time.

Ever since I lost my friend, I wanted to destroy myself as a whole so I could feel better. I didn´t wanna lose anyone else, I gained half of my followers from fanart, fanart and more fanart. It´s always that. I remember people always used to ask me for fanart. EVERYTHING I WAS ASKED FOR WAS FANART.

I make fanart to try and lure my friends so I don´t feel lonely.

I always done it like this, but it sorta... Backfired let´s say. Sometimes my friends don´t even see it.

I feel like I don´t have a real soul, it´s like I have a empty husk for a soul. But I can´t control my feelings, so I break down everytime someone builds me up again

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