(also b4 i start ranting idk this persoon irl)

you. why are you trying to make my life a living hell? ive only ever been nice to you. i did what you wanted when you wanted. you still hate me don't you? you used me in friendship and relationship. now you're back. and your sending me hateful messages. telling me to kms. why??

i might as well end it all. as long as you stop.. i just want it to stop. the demons are knocking on my brain i swear to god im not insane they tell me to go in for the kill.

why are you doing it? to mess with my head? to make everyone ive ever known and love hate me? most of them already do. why must you bug me time and time again. adding more problems to my life. my life is good. i don't have it bad. so its hard to explain all these feelings i have. i'm just a baby i think that expains it.

explains*