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JaxsonXSanity 
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16.12.2020
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littletinypotato
16.12.2020 18:25
LinkR U OK?!
ToffeAnimates
16.12.2020 19:00
LinkJasonXSanity I love your animations and their so great, i feel for you. We are all here for you! Don´t worry about the past mistakes that have been weighing you down! We all love you, especially your beautiful work of Art! :)
ToffeAnimates
16.12.2020 19:01
LinkRemember we are here for you on your side :)
ToffeAnimates
16.12.2020 19:02
LinkLet go of all the Stress thats worrying you
Just because I'm not on doesn't mean I'm ignoring you. I can't always be on like you. I can't because of what I've done here my mom thinks you guys are just adults acting like children but I know damn well you guys are not. I do my best to get on here almost everyday. I almost got caught twice because I was here for you all. I share my art because I show how I feel. I feel like myself on here but now it's just hard because it's always my fault. I take the blame so you wouldn't I try not to fight because I'm scared of losing you but it's always hard. I don't care what happens to me, if I die tomorrow no one will care because anyone can be replaced right? I try so hard and I never expect anything in return because in my eyes I don't deserve anything back. I give my all. I give 100% and I never get anything but it hurts... So much. I know it sounds like I'm complaining but I'm not it's just hard right now. I lost my newborn baby sister.
me and my mom are waiting a court date so I can say what I want and say who I want to be with but I never tell you these things because I don't want to worry you. I feel so numb but I smile through it. I've been broken so many times and yet you seem like you don't care. I care for people who don't give a **** about me because I know one day, maybe someday I'll get something in return. I give so much that I'm left with nothing, but I never cared for myself I never did. But I do know that I'm hurting so much. And all this drama happening only causes me stress. Just yesterday I had 3 panic attacks back to back and I never called for help. I was crying through my pain and I can't take it anymore. Do you care? I care for you but you can't see it? I try and try to make you happy but it never works. I just want to feel something other then pain. I hate this, I hate me. I never got hugged by my mom. I never heard an 'I love you' from anyone in my family, I never felt loved or appreciated and it just hurts so much..
I'm not doing this for attention. I'm doing this because I have been hiding what I really felt for so long and yet you see it as me just doing this for likes and attention. I'm not doing this for any of that. I'm doing this because I'm sick and tired of everything that's going on. I can't always be on. I came on here because I wanted to share my art and practice animation but everyone wanted me to draw for them. I love drawing I do.. but my drawing come from what I feel and I'm starting to feel like everything is just going down to ashes but in order to make all of you happy I just draw whatever you guys want to see. I haven't drawn anything for myself in so long I can't draw my feeling I can't.
I just want someone to understand that's all I want. Just someone there to say everything's going to be okay. All I want is someone to care... And no one does. Why? Because I'm just another artist venting about their stupid ****ed up life as if i'm making this shit up. I can't keep up with rps or conversations because I'm taking to more then one person. I hate sharing how I feel because it makes me seem weak. I never asked for this. I never asked for anything more then a drawing or a friend but it seems that's too much to ask for when I'm going through hell. To me it's hell to someone else it's 'normal' no the **** it's not. It hurts and you're saying I'm doing this for attention?! I'm not spilling my guts out to hear that you just think I'm looking for attention. I wouldn't be doing this if I was really hurt. I never tell anyone what I really feel. So why. Why are you judging me because I don't reply to you or I'm not one for the day?!
am I really so important for you to start fussing over it? Yeah I don't come on or reply as quick but I just need someone who's patient with me... Who understands how I feel. Who will make me happy Everytime I see them but they don't exist do they... I just wanted someone to can be there when I feel like nothing. I just want a friend to be there.
hey last time u didnt reply i was fine i dont reply either so its fine :<
I keep saying sorry.
"I'm so sorry"
"I apologize for making you feel that way"
"I know I don't deserve your forgivenews but let me make it up to you"
"I'm sorry"
I forgive, I take the blame, I never fight back. But you never stop. Why try anymore.
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Everybody stop being rude to JasonXSanity!, she´s been through alot!
When you were on you flat out ignored me. Now I know you just read what you want to read smh.
But like legit you could try and consider my feelings but you don't smh. And instead of complaining about it publicly why don't you try and talk about it with me?
I'm sad too but hay duck other peoples feelings is a clear vibe HE had
dumb ass.
He doesn't listen to me thats what I'm saying now before you go rubbing your nose in to a place you clearly don't know anything about
I let him speak he speaks more then he let's me and I'm fed up with it
You do know I do care about you Vincent but times like this makes it hard you don't consider anyone else's feelings. But ohh I'm the one in the wrong.
I don't see how this is fair. Your acting like your own and this is why they fall apart.
Yes I see you. Your hurting but do you see me? Am I just someone you take as a joke? I'm about done with you cause your killing me. But do you even care? There's a ton other I could say but I won't cause atleast I have a heart for others. YES this is me taking it easy on you.
I do care about you more then you think it's just I can never figure out how you feel I'm so ****ing slow and I hate it so I'm sorry for everything.
If you really did care you would talk to me and not everyone else about matters that are legit just me and you. Like actually I know you can show you care you have done it all the time. But am I just the one you avoid?
honestly. I never know how to talk to you without annoying you but I guess I already do that. But I always try to save you just for last because I like you. I like your company but I can never stay on for long or else my mom will take my chrome book.
I know that. But the thing is your ignoring me thats what annoys me not your personality or your pains.
I'm an attention hore
no your not. You are so awesome and so nice and I'm sorry for hurting you. You aren't an attention whXXX you are my friend
We have been in enough fights to deal with making up and giving an even deal 🤷♀️
In all honesty its not that I don't want to be your friend and sorry the person up there ticked me off. Smh
I know but they don't understand it and there chosing sides I would have probably been nicer with my words if it wasn't for them smh
Are you ok? I am somewhat similar, my mom doesn't allow any social media b/c she thinks people are adults acting like kids. I don't have any friends either, but don't feel bad, I'll be your friend. The main reason I don't have friends is that they end up leaving me in the end, I tend to trust people to easily. My last few friends end up becoming my enemy, they also have caused me to act out in a bad way, luckily after I left my last friend I found that they were really toxic and it was time to stop being friends. I'm better now b/c of my cousin and my sister who are both their for me. You have people out their that are there for you, don't listen to what others say. Let me tell you something my teacher has always told me "Your are awesome, don't doubt it for a second, not for a minute, and don't forget it." I hope you have a good day. ^U^