-It’s been so long I used one of these Last time I used these while I was driving...in the same conditions I messed up..I have a problem And uh...this has a problem for so long that I can’t even remember The first time I got drunk, I don’t remember stuff That’s probably the reason why I carry this...because I know tomorrow I might think this is a nightmare And that edd and molly are ok But- They’re not- alright? They’re not...they were just children and...a-and jack.. Oh god what am I gonna tell jack?.. He would be devastated..that’s why I buried them..