account after account after account. i dont know what number this one is. i do it all to hide. to hide from the past. i ****ing hate myself for it i feel so guilty i feel like im in the wrong i hate myself i hate myself i hatemyself i cant get away i want to hide i want to be nothing but i want to be loved i want to be known but i want to hide from them i hatemyself

people ****ing doxx your vents and make an excuse saying, "i wanted to make sure they were okay so HELPED THem" **** you and your psychological abuse ive talked to so many teachers and administrators all ****ing asking if i was okay just so i wouldnt ****ing kill myself well guess what i have a brain and opinions unlike all the other students i know more than you think you ****ing bigot let me be i hate school i hate it people think i hate school because homework and all that shit no it ****ing sucks it reminds me of my worst times and its just a never ending loop that i cant ****ing get out of im in a bad place in my mind again i cant escape tbem i cant escape themi cant escape tbem i cant escape themi cant escape tbem i cant escape themi cant escape tbem i cant escape them