No its okay, i feel you. Not everyone is perfect, you shouldn't be eager to get a friend ecause they might be fake. just wait it out, and you will find the most perfect person in the world. i moved to a new state and it was hard making friends in my school, i had noone to be partners, everyone had bffs, and my friends from my old school were all hanging out together. It was really sad. But i was outgoing, left my comfort zone a tiny bit and made some great friends. you don't need to leave because you haven't found the perfect person yet. they are close and it will be worth it once you meet them <33

listen to music? Maybe try scribbling?

Just do anything that'll make you feel better ok? I don't want you to be sad :(

Ok! :D