I’m being so overdramatic over a couple accidents.

Maybe because there close to me it just makes them the opposite of comfortable? Like my friends they are close to me they bring me comfort when I talk and chat with them, make me feel safe, this go to all my friends well how I consider “close friends”, talking to them make me feel better and more safe, brings a smile to my face, when they make those mistakes and errors, it kinda does the opposite? Like instead of being comfy I feel uncomfy, instead of safe I feel the opposite? Scared idk, it’s just random, but it’s an accident so it’s ok! I’m just being over dramatic like always.

It makes me so upset, it upsets me ok? I’m sorry that it does, it just does tho. Im so fûcking done, I’m sorry for being so overdramatic I rlly am it just, hurts, a lot, when someone close calls me that, irl andon here, I’m being overdramatic heh it’s just, upsetting, I just don’t like it,I say it’s ok but it’s ok but it’s not, it brings me more dysphora and discomfort, it is ok tho, bc I’m just being over dramatic like always.

Look at me typing that much, it’s funny.

I’m tired.

I’m tired of this. I’m tired of life. I’m just tired.

I don’t even care abt life there is no point anyway, you live through school, try and find a job that will except you with your skills you either gave or don’t have, try and live a ‘long’ life, then die. that’s it you fall in love or whatever- some ppl don’t- probably die in some way- probably sold ur life over gambling, who knows, everyone still lives and dies so what’s the point, love? Nah happiness? Boooorrring- life is a overrated game, the games gone boring, gone dry, gone to hard, got to slow and rough, and I’m tired of playing it. I hate this game. People tell me to try and I try ig- but then again I just don’t, no matter how many ppl tell me to try I’m just, nothing, I don’t. I lost my motivation to live, I lost my motivation to be happy, I just lost it. This game has gone to far, oh I hate this game, it’ll never be the same, why do I even play, i can’t stop playing even if it’s boring or tiring or just overall horrible, I just can’t stop, what about the other people in this game that care abt me?

That’s why I stay, because ppl care, they try and help me even though I don’t help myself, they still try and try, I gave up a long time ago, but,,,they didn’t?,,,people in this game are weird. People in this game are making errors and those errors are making worry and make me think abt ending the game.

Look at me ranting. It’s hilarious.

Ikw this is the anim we’re I’ll rant abt random things bc I can. Should’ve made it private but who cares, I’ll never care.

*ykw* I never care, I never try, I don’t try, I don’t try to play this game, oh wait now y’all know what I mean by I hate this game lmao what a joke.

My head hurts I hate when that happens, I hate everything I feel horrible I’m starting to cry, why am I alive. Why do I exist, all I do is cause people to worry and stress out, everything is my fault, why can’t I just shut my trap and act like everything is ok? Everything is ok I just need to keep quiet huh? I’m so tired of this. I’m tired of life.

I’m really tired, I just cried so that caused me to be a lil sleepy hehe

Finna put this in a dif anim grgrgrg