I’m sorry for all the shit I have done, I really am, I’m a childish brat who doesn’t deserve anything nice, like a girlfriend or love. All I want in my life is a lot of negativity, I don’t want positivity. I have pretended to be hacked, lost almost all my friends on this site, and made suicide jokes, heck I hurt some people multiple times... I want to die but I don’t want to die, there are people who care about me, like my parents and my siblings.