Why did you have to comment. I thought you were pissed at me

I truly didnt mean whatever i said, i know i can be a creep sometimes and i hate myself for it. You calling me that just hurt worse since i love and admire you. It felt as if by you calling me that you were just putting me down as a whole and refering to me as a person as a creep. And coming from anyone- especially you- something like that hurts..

I can hamdle you calling me a few names, but you went to verbal abusive level which was scary since you rarely ever get like that with me.

It was kinda you contradicting yourself that hurt the most since a lot of times you'll talk about how much you love me and stuff, and you turning arpund amd saying tat other stuff had me questioning your sincerity

But whatever. You will be back to normal later. Wether you apologise or not i forgive youz and i hope you forgive me soon for my mistakes

Just remember next time that i am sensitive and you were bringing up almost evedy aspect of myself that i hate and seemed as if you were putting me down for it

That is enough rambling. I am sleeping now. I still love you so much, hope you rest well, goodnight, love.