!!2022!!
115 comments
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:16
Linkare you awake
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:16
Linki really miss you
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:18
Linkthings are getting pretty bad again haha
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:18
Linksomeone said some pretty mean things to me a few days ago and it really stuck with me
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:18
Linkbut i think you can guess who it was
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:19
Linki love you
himixkko
03.01.2022 04:19
Linki hope you’re okay :)
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:19
LinkHEY
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:20
LinkIM SO SORRY I DIDNT SEE THIS
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:21
Linkim okayyyy but are you? are you hydrated? are you eating? and how bad was it?
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:23
Linkit’s okay i’m glad you’re okay. i haven’t been eating much and it was pretty bad
it really really kinda just yknow put me back to square one. like i made so much progress with my mental health then boom he kinda ruined it
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:23
Linkwha td he say?
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:24
Linkalso go eat >:(
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:25
Linkjust a lot
that i never tried and that i’m still not trying
that the reason why everyone leaves me is my fault
then he ****ing said “why is your old best friend now mine?”
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:25
Linkass hole
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:25
Linkwait who? who was he talking about?
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:25
Linklike thanks. i have been trying i try very ****ing hard
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:25
Linkmk
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:25
Linkthey kinda just left me for alice lmao
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:26
Linki don’t know why
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:26
Linki know you do. even i can see that.
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:26
Linki tried pretty hard to please them but i guess i’m just not worth it
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:26
Linkbut that was an ass move of alice.
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:26
LinkNO
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:27
Linki just don’t know what to do anymore
like genuinely
maybe he’s right? like i am the reason everyone leaves me
almost everyone i talk to only talks to me when it’s about their problems
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:28
Linkyou ARE worth it. otherwise i wouldnt have stuck around. do you realize how mich i risk just to talk to you? im literally risking my home and family just to talk to you, but i still do, because i love you.
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:28
Linkand you ARE worth it.
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:29
Linki know you do but
i don’t know
before all that he said he was in love with me
i don’t understand why
how can you say that after everything ?
he asked if we could be friends and i said no then he got defensive and shit
i don’t even understand what love is
i never did and i still don’t
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:30
Linkone of the main reasons i started dating alice was just to feel love and finally figure out what it felt like
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:30
Linkbut i didn’t get that
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:30
Linkhe just confused me more
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:31
Linklove is... love is hard. i feel the exact same way. all i know is that i love you abd thats all i need to get thrpugh the day.
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:32
Linkthat makes me happy thank you
i just wish i could have finally got what i was looking for you know ?
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:33
Linkyeah. i get it. you just fell for the wrong person. therell be more people to love. he just doesnt deserve it at this point.
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:34
Linkand if it means anything, if i could be on disc id be with you all the way, you hear?
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:34
Linkmaybe i’m just unloveable
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:35
Linki beg to differ your honor
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:35
Linki love you
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:36
Linkbut there’s people better than me
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:37
Linkthat’s why mk chose alice over me
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:37
Linkive loved you ever since we became friends and i dont plan on stopping any time soon
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:38
Linkno, there isnt. alice probably has some sort of blackmail or something over mk, knowing alice.
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:39
Linkafter i blocked alice mk texted me right after asking how my day was and if i had a good christmas
i hate it
i can’t tell if they still like me or if they feel bad
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:39
Linkor maybe they’re just talking to me so they can make fun of me with alice
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:40
Linki hate being made fun of
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:40
Linkhere i have an idea that might make you feel better. ill just talk about some times where i felt close to you, or good memories i have about you. and then we can look at them again together okay?
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:41
Linkokay maybe i’ll feel better after that
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:41
Linki’m sorry for troubling you again
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:41
Linkplease don’t be mad at me
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:44
Linkyou arent bothering me
the first real memory i have of talking to you was in sixth grade. we were in the library for some bullshit presentation thing i think. and i think it wads mee you and christian kinda sitting together. and christian, being the rat he is, made the worst joke ive ever heard about a yeast infection and a corndog stick. you stared straight DAGGERS into him. and then you laughed. i wasnt sure whether to laugh or be scared honestly
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:45
Linki don’t remember that but i don’t remember much anyways
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:49
Linkanother earlier memory i have of you was i believe early seventh grade although maybe late sixth? anyways it was those shitty fùcking passion projects in aig. i did some shit about american intellegence or whatever. i dont remember anyone elses, but yours actually caught my attention. it was about different kinds of art. the most memorable part was a slide about street art. i remember asking if that was graffiti, and you clarifying that it wasnt. the way you carried yourself that day, kind of like a smart and edgy but socially awkward, that was the day i started kind of considering you a friend, even tho we didnt talk much.
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:52
Linkhaha i wish i could still do that i had to do a presentation in civics and i was shaking pretty bad it was good because i was partners with a girl who doesn’t have problems talking
also i do remember that a little bit
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xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:52
Linkyeah that was really cool
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:53
Linkthat does sound cool
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:54
Linkand then there was the first time we actually talked
it was april 2020 i believe, like right in the peak of covid
and i emailed you asking about some furry shit (i think it was about your former fursona or something)
and you responded with "what are you a furry now or something"
and from there spun out the best friend ive ever had
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:54
Linkhey when are you gonna get your phone back
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:55
LinkAAH I REMEMBER THAT I HATE REMEMBERING MY YOUNGER SELF
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:56
Linki dont know
i dont even know if im getting it back
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:56
LinkYOU HATE IT? I WAS THE FUCCIN FURRY
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:57
Linkyeah……
i really want to look at you
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:57
Linkthat sounds weird
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:58
Linki want to see you
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:58
Linklike in person
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:58
Linkagain
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xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:58
Linki want to see you too
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 05:59
Linkonce i escape from the hell that is home i will i promise
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:59
Linkokay :)
himixkko
03.01.2022 05:59
LinkAAH ITS 1
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:00
Linkeh who cares i do t have school tomorrow
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:00
Linkwait do you
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:00
LinkYES I DO
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:01
LinkWHY DO I HAVE TO GO AND YOU DONT
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:01
LinkBECAUSE WEST SUCKS ASS
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:02
LinkALSO WE START TWO WEEKS EARLY AT THE START OF THE YEAR
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:03
LinkARE YOU GONNA GO SLEEP?
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:04
Linkdid i ever tel you i have scars on my back from binding too much
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:04
Linkno not yet
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:04
Linkoh no does it hurt?
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:06
LinkNO IT DOESNT
i just remembered
they feel weird
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:07
Linkoh as long as youre okay
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:07
Linkthats why i dont tuck lmao
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:08
LinkLMAO
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:08
Linkbottom surgery 😋👍
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:08
Linkthat and its easier to hide than
yknow
chest thingies
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:10
Linkboobies 🤤
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:11
Linkyeah those
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:12
Linkim too gay for those today
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:13
Linki never really like them because
they look weird
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:13
Linkyeah
like theyre just fat chests i dont get it
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:15
Linkthen again i spend my spare time catching pedos on the internet my judgement might be a little wack
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:16
LinkINKNOW LIKE PEOPLE WHO R LIKE
ooh i love boobs they’re so sexzyyy
they’re just fat ?? 🤨
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:17
LinkEXACTLY
you might be the only dude ive ever hear say that
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:18
Linkbecause i’m not a boy 😨
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:19
LinkWAIT SORRY
im so sorry
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:19
LinkLMAO ITS FINE
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:20
Linkthe only ENBY right
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:21
Linkshore 😁
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:21
Linkokay
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:22
LinkOH ALSO
im starting to think that uh
nebula > venus
if you feel
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:22
LinkOKAY HOLD KN
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:23
Linki changed the spotify playlist name 💪💪💪💪🏳️⚧️
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:23
LinkTYYYY
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:23
Linkthanks for telling me :)
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:24
Linkyeah np!
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:25
Linki dyed my hair black
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:25
Linki miss my red tips <//3
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:25
Linkbut that hair style is also linked to a bad point in my life
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:26
Linkwell if its what you think is right, im proud of you!
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:28
Linki wanted to bleach the underside of my hair like a whitish colour but i’m scared
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:30
Linkof what?
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:31
LinkMY HAIR FALLING OUT AAH I WOULD BE SO UGLY
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:34
LinkOHHH TOUCHE
himixkko
03.01.2022 06:35
Linki’m already rapidly losing hair because i rip it out all the time
i don’t want bleach to ruin it more
xerixio[OP]
03.01.2022 06:38
Linkthats a good point