yeah ik i'vebeen gone for like months and I'M OKAY PEOPLE but school and home are stressful as all get out and I'm feeling terrible because of it I've been busting my ass in order to get above average grades to keep my only extracerriccular but I lost it because I'm an idiot who "treats school like a joke, like a game" even though I only have 1 C because who the actual **** can remember 195 countries and get them all right well uh not me haha anyways i've lost all of my motivation to do anything now and I've lost all of my creativity so I can't post anything if I can't make anything I'm not leaving FA, I'm just not gonna post as much anymore or look at this site as much I'm not dead or anything, I just need some room to breathe, which I'm lacking and I really just need some help I'll get it guys, don't worry i'm just doing terribly rn