I've been stressed because of my parents, flipanim, siblings, my own art. I've been trying to be happy like people want me to be but even happy and nice people have a breaking point. I've been feeling really lonely and non-existent for the last week, everything that's been going on is stressing me out. There are people and events that are upsetting me and all I can do is put on a fake smile. Feelings are hard to keep in yet I've been feeling like this since the beginning of March, I know it isn't healthy but there are many people I trust.

Don't**

I've tried to take a breather I took a day break and after I came back some people were upset because I left for a day. The people that are upsetting me are people that I'm close to and I don't want to risk friendship over something that I was stupid enough to do. I've tried to be alone for a while but there's always someone that "needs" me to do something for them. I don't any alone time cuz my siblings are always in the same room as me, my parents are always asking something from me, and a few of my friends are being petty and won't let respond to someone I actually like talking to.

I hope this stops too.