im so like texture rn like i ca n feel my throat snd like all ym skin and im lisetning to im afraid of americans by david bowie and i havent slept in a while and im dizzy and im nauseous im shaking for some reason i had to put the back of my hair in like a ****ing man bun cos it touching my back made me feel weird cos i have a mullet i have one of my eyes close cos if i open both theyll hurt and this in total took me a while to type cos i kept zoning out