Saying once isnt good enough, saying it too much is annoying, and not sauing it at all is disrespectful. What am i supposed to do

Dude my intense seeking for validation is not healthy at all when someone gets a little upset with me i. Lose it and go into a really bad spiral

Bro im sorry for venting so mcuh i

I just want someone to be proud of me i dont ever feel proud of myself

I need to work harder and do better and sacrifice everything that makes me happy then people will be proud of me?

I worked really really hard today but my parents dont even believe me. They say that is whay "normal" people can do easily. I dont like being not normal. I dont like being alone. I don't like feeling like nothing i do will ever be enough. I dont like sacrificing my health for others happiness.

None of my feelings are even valid. Everyone had it tough as a kid. Why can't i be normal like everyone else??? I feel so alone nobody understands me i dont even understand myself

I just always felt that maybe someday i could finally make my dad proud of me if i kept trying and trying and one day i realized that would never happen i would never be good enough. So i gave up. But now j feel like i cant save my sisters i feel like im hurting them. Theyre growing up and i was the one who raised them a lot like i was a parent. And i never see them.

I cry all the time because i miss them so much i hope theyre safe at my dads house

i hope my dad is turning into a better person and my step mom

Ok im done crying nowwwwww wow i think that was like the quickest cry ive ever had wth😭😭😭 anyways im gona chill

RARRGHH