alr i might actually go draw sum shit on dewdul now

they added this social mode where you can draw wit other ppl

my phone boyta be laggier than a mf hadda take a break from drawin so i could order groceries

one drawing gon be semi realistic the other gon be more cartoony my phone gon explode

waitin for mt whole family to get tf out my room just sittin on my bed nd tappin away at they phones to continue drawin

every time i draw sum semi realistic shit on dewdul my phone be laggin nd glitchin but the drawings be lookin good so ima keep doin it #fckit

still waitin for my family to get out my room

first actual drawing of 2026

jusr tried soup dumplings nd they was good lowkey wish they just added a lil more seasonin to the chicken inside the dumplings but they was still good tho

just opened twitter to see sum bullshit this girl make a tweet sayin so studs menstruate too why is my man askin for chocolate nd a heatin pad all ima say is studs are still women they’re literally just gay black women that are masculine presentin bro theyre not men theyre masculine presentin black women

im boutavstart lockin twitter on my phone

how do you lock an app

every time i open twitter i either see gore porn or sum bullshit bro i didnf ask for this wheres my algorithm from 2024 at i need it back

https://ibb.co/Kjb9cfqn tweet in question btw

givin up on the drawing that shit just pissed me off threw me all off track

play in yo butt like a sandbox

anyways

nd to that bum nga that tried to argue wit me on how to pronounce my own nickname you dumb asf

whole argument was weak im surprised you still have confidence after sayin that dumb shit

nga said it gotta be pronounced wit the e you cant pronounce it without the e mind you ngas been pronouncin it without the e for years since i gained consciousness you rlly sounded stupid asl esp since in my real name the e is silent dumb hoe

why am i angry

goodnight. eat the bedbugs if they bite

ts wasnf just now or nun ts was years ago i just got reangry abt it cuz who tf is you to tell me how my own name is pronounced

yea im not goin to sleep cuz i just did an hour ago it hasnt been long enough yet for me to get sleepy again

should i put up random old fight vids from my old school that i went to that 90% of the time when i tell a memory i got from school its from there cuz eb was wildin includin the teachers

actually nah im not

dont wanna self doxx kinda but not rlly since ion live there nm

lowkey wish i was still in that school for the senior year but my family hadda get out that situation so im glad i didnt

lookin back i been thru a lot of shit for someone whose immature asf

traumatized so bad i age regressed😭😭✌️ wtf

im not gon say the shit i been thru here cuz its a lot nd theres also shit i forgot all abt too that just waitin fo a random tuesday to come back to my memory nd cause a panic attack

rs why do your brian make you forget your trauma when it happens nd wait til years later after that shit to come back why couldnt i just remember it at the time it happened so i can already be healin wtf

why is my brain postponin my healin process

i rather for whenever bad things happen to me i remember it nd think abt it instead of avoidin it so i can actually heal from fhat shit yk why would you wait to give me a panic attack as im reachin for the family size kinder buenos in walmart

i hate it so bad cuz whenever thta shit happens its like youre reliving tha moment too. nd that shit only happens in public my brain rlly got its ways of embarrassin me out in public

yk what i found out abt myself over these past few years

i might be a mix of introvert nd extrovert. i like talkin to new ppl nd makin friends but i also like bein left alone too

ambivert

yea

i thought i was just introverted this whole time no i just had social anxiety that randomly disappeared one day well it didnf randomly disappear i kinda just idk how to explain it forced myself to be more comfortable around my friends?? idk

that came wit time tho it took hella time for that to happen but it did nd im gladddddddddd

i remember a few days ago i saw this vid on tiktok of these dude walkin up to random strangers sayin shit it was funny asl but i got distracted mid vid when i realized ts was recorded somewhere in my state

i would put the vid up here but im not tryna tell random mfs on flipanim.com which state i live in jus kno all i hadda see was a bag nd i knew where ts was filmed at

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