I dunno, you seem like them to me.

I'm not really the best at this stuff but I can relate

You probably won’t see this but can’t say I didn’t try and I’m gonna be honest with you, not every fifteen year old kid is the same, everyone has their limits even adults and get this- adults are prob worse with it. They just have to suck it up and hide it from their kids so the world wont go south with the birds. That creates the illusion that you’re the strange one for struggling when you get older. I know you can handle it if you’re determined enough for it, there’s nothing wrong with throwing yourself into a situation in some cases but you’ve gotta mentally prepare yourself too, things won’t always work out the first time around. They weren’t lying when they said questions were good as well. They just didn’t have as much patience as they thought they did. Also also act like yourself not “a fifteen year old” have confidence in yourself, think of what you want in the future and work for it, but don’t think of too much of the negative parts and how hard it’ll be, it just scare you away from adulthood.