I can trust simply no one And I can't backtrack and undo the resilience I've built up and find old friends again because there's a reason I left you and I can't ****ING go back I've learnt that many times Real friends are one of the rarest occurrences Stupid assholes who **** you up are much more common And then they act like I'M the bad guy At this point maybe I am Maybe I am the reoccurring problem After all, all the relationships *I* have with people end terribly so at this point it must be me I'm saving everyone the trouble by ****ing off If only they learnt to **** off too, especially when they're the ones who messed me up LMAO