WE DO CARE THO

im so sorry. we are so close. we are just fighting time management. im crying im so so sorry. we can fight this. i cant let this end here. we can call next week. i am sorry that i was not here for you earlier. im so sorry. i wish i could make everything better. i can study with you. i can help make a schedule and plan everything out for you. i took a class on time management and can do this for you. and dont just push me away, no one can do this by themselves and having help will not hurt you. its all of my fault and i have to leave for you. i need to run for you. i love you and you love me. i am going to help you no matter what it is that you need help with. and killing yourself will only make those around you become depressed themselves. and i sure as hell cannot live knowing that i had failed so bad to the point where you took your own life. I will help you. no matter how detrimental it would be to my grades, my social life, my mental health, ect. I AM HERE AND I WILL STAND AS LONG AS YOU STAND. ilysm

AND DONT THINK THAT NO ONE WILL CARE WHEN I FIGHT FOR YOU EVERY GODDAMN DAY I LOVE YOU

you need help. i am tired of watching you suffer. you are so kind. 1 800 273 8255 this is a suicide hotline. you need this. I cant be the only one helping you. i am simply not enough. I worry for you day in and day out. please, i want you to be safe. call it. you need it. and you may think that this is stupid and that you have already gone to a hospital and that this wont do anything. but these people have seen so many just like you. they know your pain and only wish the best for you. they are just like me, they just want you to be okay. to be happy. ily

ily, i will call you when i can. its okay that you couldnt tell her so dont be sorry. im always here. i wont forget about you. im overjoyed that you have gotten help. I love you. I cannot talk during school hours due to the monitoring so ill be on during after school hours ily gn

have a nice day hon, never lose hope.