ik everyone wants to play the imma kms card but fr be happy ur alive bc once u make that move ur gonna wish u didnt and the ones who love u will suffer their whole life take it from me i have abandonment issues bc all my great uncles (grandpa's brothers) commited suicide now i feel as if they didnt want to be in my life....ik its pretty dumb to think like that but ion hear really anything abt them bc it hurts my family to talk abt them