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ImExtralargegay[OP]
10.03.2020 11:48
LinkMk, how do I start this, being the most mature I can be?
So lost someone I considered a good friend, but they also decided to go on a postin spree half about me half about someone else.
Now, I'm not going to name any names, but it doesn't give you a right just because i a misread a few words, it doesn't give you a right to come on a vent just to say I'm lying when I never said anything about suicide or anything like that, now I may of seemed like I was implying it but I just wanted to be left alone and to feel okay. I don't want sympathy, my whole intention was never to get comments on that vent because I was just showing my feelings like a regular person does?? but somehow that counts as begging for sympathy and attention when that isn't the case at all.
ImExtralargegay[OP]
10.03.2020 11:51
LinkIf venting equates to wanting sympathy then none of us would be human at all.
I vented because I felt bad for you for what I've done, I wasn't asking for sympathy by any means may it seem like that or not.
I just wanted to express my feelings about the entire situation and then Worrior cats commented and then there were questions and answers back and forth, I didn't want to ignore that person so I answered them because that's how I felt.
Now, I am sorry for what I said after I misread what you said.
ImExtralargegay[OP]
10.03.2020 11:55
LinkThe only reason I stopped commenting was because I had to go to bed which is why I said bye, a quick and easy way to end the conversation, but I also didn't want to cause another drama session.
But then you came to my post for no reason at all to "prove a point" and just state I'm lying, which I don't know how I would lie about being upset about a situation or losing friends but okay.
Not to mention, clorox, I did write that song in 2 minutes, most of my songs I spend up to 5 days on just for thr writing portion, so yes, it wasn't it's best and it has it's flaws. There's always room for improvments, but you act as if you could do better. I usually do put time into my songs I just didn't care to put much time in it for you because I don't really respect you as much as anyone else no offense.
And I'm not going to move onto something else, because music is what makes me happy and it lets me freely express my feeligs. I know this is a drawing website, but you can't just say that to only me when people
ImExtralargegay[OP]
10.03.2020 11:56
Linkuse it for many different things. If I want to post my songs on my page then I will, and you have no room or say in it. I post them to get feedback because my FA followers are most of my song audiences because I sing to them occasionally if you;ve never seen my posts about it.
ImExtralargegay[OP]
10.03.2020 11:59
LinkNow to the emotional portion,
I have been carrying a lot of weight like most teens or any age really, do. And it's been a rough week so I most likely carried all my burdens and all the anger up inside me to that conversation so I apologize.
And Fireminx, I know you're concerened about me after what I said and I apologize, but that doesn't mean I'm committing suicide, I'm sorry if it seemed like it, but cutting doesn't always mean suicide, nor does any other type of self harm.
I haven't been acting like myself lately because I've been up and down about certain things, I've been on a huge low (down or upset and stressed) lately about multiple thigns that frankly I cannot share on this site.
ImExtralargegay[OP]
10.03.2020 12:02
Linkthings*
Glassy, thank you for showing me both sides of the situation, and thank you for talking to me when I was legit crying and having a mini panick attack lmao. Thank you for talking to me this morning and making me feel a bit better after this entire shabang. You're a great friend and this world needs more of you around, so thank you so much.
ok.
i never said you were attention begging,,, first of all. i never said that when you vented, you were attention begging. honestly, what is with that??? this is the second time in 24 hours someone has accused me of telling them they’re “attention seeking.”
and, if you weren’t seeking sympathy. why didn’t you just make the anim private?? i mean like
this is an online website when more than 75 people are on at a time. someone is bound to come across your anim and ask, “what’s wrong?”,,, and you know that.
great. you wanted to get your feelings out? cool. you don’t want sympathy? make the anim private.
another thing,,, when i came on to your vent anim,,, i wasn’t ‘lying’? you were giving people the impression of wanting to kill yourself. you said things like “i don’t belong here” or something along those lines and “why don’t i just end it all”
like come on? plus, when you said ‘bye’,,, you never made it clear you were just going offline? from what it looked like,,, well. it seemed like you
I know you think you're the bigger person right now but at this point you aren't so like just idk s t o p??? And I never said straight up you were accusing me of "attention seeking" i never even said your name in that I was speakign for everyone you retarded ****. and I don't make my anims private because I actually like my art vent or not and if they're a pussy then they shouldn't follow me. I post my art even if it's emotional because I actually put time into it you inconsiderate ****.
Yet here you are trying to get all your little 9 year old friends to back you up when im not the only one in the wrong. But you like your story right? your fresh story of how "OHHhHHh I"M tHe ViCtIm HEre" "SeIZE HiM, HE MISReaD SOmeThing" like ***** shtfu.
I already addressed the impression I was "giving" Wasn't implying killing myself at all I had to go to bed, so I ended it off by saying bye. I don't need to make an anim private just to please one ****ing person and her little fanbase. It's my account I have any right on everything on what to do with my anims and it's my choice to make it private or not.
Don't ever comment on any of my shit again. I Don't want any of your bullshit and I'm sure as hell you don't want mine either. So stop talking to me as easy as that, and leave me the **** alone. GO wobble in a corner crying about something that never should of been a big deal and leave me the **** alone.