Dude, I don't really know who you are, and I honestly just found your account, but I just want to let you know that if you're sad, I completely understand. I had some online friends on a different website, and I ended up leaving the account because I wasn't able to go on as often. I had friends on there that I had known for YEARS, and I was afraid that I was gonna make them upset by leaving. I didn't even get a goodbye from them. They never responded to my messages. You seem like a really cool person, so I hope that you have other friends, and if you don't, I know you will make some. Online relationships are hard to keep, that was a lesson I learned the hard way. I sincerely hope you feel better! :)