I promise myself when I´m 18, and once I learn professional boxing chat, I´m going to shadow box my drunk father!

You already know

I just typed it out chat!^^^ Im on my school chromebook rn soooo im just gonna do my work becuz school

My father is drunkk rnnn, and hes sooo angry when hes drunk

He thinks I act like Im a punk around the house just because I fix his wordings n shit, mf came straight out of the hood 87 till 2007 actin still ghetto and shit, Lame boy dropped out of highschool middle of the year, his grammarly his pronunciation is so ass, buddy doesn´t know how to be a parent to show of a respect and kind show to your own son, ending up as the same drunk alcoholic like my grandpa was to my dad.

He thinks i´m dumb ass **** just for a simple ass mistake, I could bring up shit the did he did in the past allat, to prove him whos a retard going up against one on one, Like I cant be like appreciate my own father directly to eye to eye, Most time I ask myself, wondering what my mother is like the most.

allat he thinks Im just all talk, putting me on a one on one ring, against him, i told him straight up gang, I dont wanna fight your retarded ass because you´re my father, but since he kept playing with my personal shit thinkin it allat a game, I was **** naw you dumbass hoe, Ima strap my shit up and beat your old ass old man, And my goals if I were ever to become a father, is to not end up like the two generations how my grandpa and dad were, and instead focus on what towards my grandma wordings, if anyone diss on her, i protect her and counter your shit back towards you, My grandmother was there for my whole entire life, taking care of me, and I wanna repay her back for her doings.

My father put this trauma onto me, hes a disappointment, hes the reason I´m bipolar, hes the reason I crave for someones parenting love on me gang. I have personal thoughts killing my own father with my bare hands, because I hate him so much

Nah, its alright max, but I appreciate your help