Please....Ashley...Don't hurt yourself. I don't want you to get into trouble by doing so. Someone finds out, and it goes to hell. I.... I still love you.... I still care, like in a romantic way.... I get it you hate that.... But I can't hide my feelings. I don't want you to fall into the cycle that I've gotten into, you hurt yourself, but you aren't suicidal, then, months pass by, and you start to want to die, then it grows, it gets worse. Please don't put that upon yourself.