I don't know what to say about this but I really admire you and I love your art (and personality). I'm glad you're not ashamed of your old art, it shows how much you've grown and it gives people who look up to you the feeling that they can improve and be like their idol too! I don't want to pressure you either way since it's your decision where to go in life, but I want you to know that your followers really care about you and you should too! uwu