i can't stop..
14 comments
Kylooo[OP]
17.03.2018 02:32
LinkI wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born. v I wish I was never born. I wish I was never born.
ALemming
17.03.2018 02:34
LinkThe question is, why?
Rain-11
17.03.2018 02:34
Link....wise
Kylooo[OP]
17.03.2018 02:36
LinkI'm not meant to even be in this world. I don't matter to anybody and I'm just a waste of time. I want to kill myself.
ALemming
17.03.2018 02:42
LinkYou see, if one does not believe in anything then life does not have purpose. Some people gain purpose through believing in themselves, or religion.
I gain purpose by believing in the future.
During my middle school experience I was certainly quite depressed, isolated, and alone. I was an odd one out, awkward, strange, and distant. A distractible kid who was off in the distance in a society of those who thought about things close.
Those around me would never give me consolation, only mockery, deceit, and betrayal. When I went home, I would cry in tears of pain and isolation, knowing that I was good for naught.
But I gave myself purpose. I made myself believe that I would do something, and through that I attained purpose and direction. I crawled up from the hole my life had been. I moved to a different place for high school. Now I do genetics lab research for cancer, looking at the effects of different chemotheraputics to help those with cancer.
ALemming
17.03.2018 02:43
LinkYou can do this too. You must shake off the bonds of those around you, for they do not matter. You are your own.
Kylooo[OP]
17.03.2018 02:44
LinkEh..
Kylooo[OP]
17.03.2018 02:44
LinkIt will take a long time.. a very long time..
Penelex
17.03.2018 03:06
LinkYou matter in this world, I'm your friend if you dont know who I am Im Shadow, do not kill yourself, or there will be lots of rivers