my uncle and my grandpa died recently. one from old age and one from cancer, i've been diagnosed with gull bladder stones, half of my diet has been cut off, my aunt got shot recently. apparently a cousin of mine died a few weeks ago, my mom might have cancer, and all this stress is killing her, she gets snappy real easily and that puts me on edge, it pisses me off, and my therapist is on a two week vacation. wowie. so sorry if i get like this. about the deaths.. i got a big family. this is common but.. this year really wiped us all out.. i had to move schools too, mainly cause my sexuality, now im hiding, im not actually even supposed to be on flip anim.. my mom is also trying to force the bible on me.. its annoying, sorry i get moody sometimes.. im just going through some shit

oh i got to go now, bye guys

you are the one who brings a smile to my face, what do you mean by "i cant help you" you're the reason im still here.. the happiness you bring me is honestly.. its amazing what you do to me..

thanks ellie

babe i hope you know that death doesnt affect me, it affects my mom, which affects me. i love you more, and trust me. there's no need to be sorry, you make life so much easier.

thank you