Stop right there. Your an amazing boyfriend. I know how you feel and just take deep breaths and know that I love you VERY much and this isnt going to make me sad. I know that you feel useless...God I want to hug you so bad and give you five million cuddles. Your perfect <3 And do you drink tea at all? When Im stressed I listen to music and draw and I drink tea. Sometimes I write down my feelings and you can do this stuff and if theres anything else you want tl get off your chest, yoi can tell me. Nothing you say will make me love you less sweetheart.

Its okay to cry. Honestly sometimes we just need a good cry once in a while...I also know how it feels to not have any privacy. What caused your PTSD if you dont mind me asking..?I know its probably a sore subject but I just want to help hehe...I know it feels bad right now but its going to get better later on sweetie I promise. What keeps my going is that some people have it way worse than us and it sounds weird but once apon a time a woman who went through the same abusive family as me said that to me and now shes happy with her husband and two sons. You dont cause me stress at all and I think every one of your followers can agree with me. When I thought I was being selfish you guys lifted me up and when you get knocked down you dont stag down right? You get up and you have to keep going and if you cant get up just know that Ill always be here to pick you up.

-trying not to cry- Mhm... D e e p inhale -hugs tight- God ****ing Damnit Aaron. I love you so much...**** me....Well, if it makes you feel any better, my sister is turning into a meme and shes doing animation memes like irl. It so cringy. Makes me stomach flip flop for her future.

//**** me is not like...oh i didnt thinm about how it would sound- dont take it the wrong way but i dont want you to **** me ;-,

And I understand that it might be a sore topic and I tale this seriously. My parents tried to submit me but they submitted me into an all girls camp...for christians....and shit. I never got in but I mean like- I was never abused but I was molested...How do I handle this? I mean Ive said alot...I honestly dont know what to say..Do you feel better?

Glad you feel better uwu

Im working on an animation rn

Its Killing Me My brain will never forgive me for this 😔 Anywho- Im also working on the All Follower Drawing and I- I havnt done anything. I only drew like two people- I procrastinate to much ;-;

Okay i wont bab uwu But I need to work on that ;-;