Why do I do this...?
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Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
16.03.2020 02:50
LinkWhy do I do it? Why do I push people away? I just want them to feel okay; to feel better than me. But they’re already better than me, aren’t they? I can’t tell what’s left and what’s right. Up and down are to the sides, right? No, I’m seeing things again. Please go away, I don’t want you in my head. This so what I get for being different like this. There’s different. Different worlds. Why am I on Earth? Take me back to Talbania. I want to go home. But I can’t, can I? Why can’t I go home. I’m not wanted on this horrible planet.
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Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
16.03.2020 02:52
LinkShattered, broken, torn apart. My heart is still in Talbania. I want to go back. Why can’t I go back?
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RealUnfrostedflakes
16.03.2020 03:38
Linkoh my god sorry about late reply im so sorry
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Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
16.03.2020 12:11
LinkDon’t be sorry...
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Creator-Yso2
18.03.2020 13:52
LinkTaboo-chan dont be depressed..
I have so many depressed friends.... i dont know how to handle them..
They cut themselves.. one of hem stabbed themselves but survived..
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Taboo-Lagoon[OP]
18.03.2020 13:55
LinkI’m.... I’m sorry. Those little voices in my head, they tell me that it will help. I don’t know why I still listen.
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Hey everyone pushes ppl away. It’s part of life. What makes us.. us. There’s nothing wrong with u and if u want to talk about it separately then we can ok?