— LUCE || Age: 27 || Main Thought: Stay working. Don’t kill yourself just yet. || Kids: N/A || Spouse: N/A — I would like to say first. I didn’t ask for him, he came to me. How ? I’m not entirely sure. Maybe by chance, but a chance I wish I never had.

Background: I grew up in a small city. Nothing much really, the living conditions weren’t that bad. But life sucked. I went to high school, dropped out in my beginning junior year.

My Father was the only one in my life, I wish I had no one honestly. He comes and goes sometimes now, but his words forever sound like shouting to me. The bruises left on my body after a day in that disgusting house hold will never let me forget.

I tried dating in high school, I guess you can say I’m just not anyones type. Which don’t get me wrong I wasn’t ugly, I just didn’t have the energy to show someone that I loved them I guess. It’s harder to example as I continue to live my sad life. However 'he' comes around and suddenly my life has just gone to shit. He guides me he tells me, he is the only one who I can trust. But I know he’s wrong, I know there’s people out there who would want me. I just haven’t met them yet.

He dark blue hair and red glowing eyes in the dark just doesn’t sit right with me, which I find worse is I find myself living in a single bedroom apartment doing drugs and alcohol like if they are my only friends.

He beats me down further when I’m down far enough already, he rips me around by my hair and tells me I’m pretty when I bleed. It’s disgusting, gross. sickening, whatever in that sense. I hate it even when I’m alone.

Background: Ok OK !!! OK OK OK !!!!! So,,,,,,,,, it all started when I decided, HEY !!!! I didnt want to be normal anymore. I want to be the true ME !!!! THATS RIGHT ME !!!! ME !!! ME. ME. ME. ME. ME. ME. ME.

[ ^^The truth is that I don’t know why I chose to be this way. It’s harder to example than it is to think about. I know I wanted to be this way just to be with you. Forever. And stop you from being with anyone. You don’t deserve anyone else but me.^^ ]

[ ^^I get excited when I’m around you. I want to beat you as best as I could like how a dog marks their territory. Only I’m making the marks myself with my fists and whatever else. I don’t think it’s right for you to kill yourself just yet. I need the pleasure of choking, beating, scratching and ripping you away from the thing you desire most. Death… I know I should just end your suffering but it’s so fun watching you squirm while your arms are secured and unmovable with tape. It makes me smile, a wide one everytime.^^]

I shift out of my sleeping clothes and into my work suit. Uncomfortable but it’ll have to do, I can’t afford a new one. I brush my teeth after doing so and call a taxi to be ready for when I need to leave. Walking over to my door way where I slip my shoes on I heard a honk. I walk out fixing my suit coat and button it. My day has started as I enter the car and tell the driver my destination. We approach a building, nothing special just a lot of glass windows and hard working men and women. I pay the driver then get out to stare up at the building. `` Another day in hell. `` I whisper under my breathe before walking into the building.