Frick, but this post is really serious

K ok so, idk where to start, but I will. Ok so today I’m kimda bery emotionally unstable, ikr, what a suprise, Infimoose is all sad again. So ok, a lot of this happens in a park, but there’s some other stuff, so me and my family were walking Pearl, our dog. So my sister keeps coming up and like hitting me and stuff, and I tell her to stop a lot, and she doesn’t so I throw her onto the grass, so I get in trouble, and after that, my dad tells me that I look like a pussy, so yea. Amyway, then we walk some more, and I think, ok maybe that’s it. It’s not. You kmow when you’re walking and someone steps on the back of ypur shoe to try and get it off you, well my dad did that, and when I bent down he kinda grab pushed me, so yea, and it doesn’t help that my sister keeps punching me and stuff that whenever ppl who I don’t trust as much as my friends or my Grandma reach out to me, I kinda flinch. And she also calls me a loser. I was also told that bc I was 13 there was nothing I could be worried abt, but there’s a lot

Of things that I’m worried abt. I’m worried abt myself, and what’ll happen if I don’t get my sleep schedule back. I’m worried abt my friends on here, cuz Ik that a few of them are rlly not great now, I just- idk I feel like you guys are the only ppl I can talk to abt it. My Grandma won’t understand. I don’t think my friends will. And my parents would just tell me that if I’m worried abt ppl on here, I should stop talking to them. But I can’t, and I don’t want to. I’m just so emotionally tired and unstable that idk what to do. I... I don’t wanna stop being friends with anyone on here, and I won’t stop, cuz ypu guys helped me through a lot. Idk again I’m nearly crying

Alright that’s it

Ok thx ig, I just don’t know how much longer I can take it. One time my Grandma kinda took me to a therapist, but not rlly a therapist. More like a woman who didn’t let me talk 1 on 1 with her, so I couldn’t rlly tell her my feelings cuz my Granny was there. Also she just kinda seemed like she didn’t care and just gave me like essential oils and stuff

Wait why’d you delete your comment

Oh ok srry I could make a private anim

Oh ok, ttyl ig