That just straight up ruined my mood and thoughts of yesterday My dad told me b4 I went I've skating with my uncle and cousins that he couldn't come with us, but I didn't think much of it bc we works two jobs, and he's probably tired, not mention we actually was getting ready to go to work at the time Just later to find out that he said was going to go Monday And just straight up didn't and made last second changes bc he wanted too

Words will never explain the amount of disappointment and misery I'm feeling rn from that little bit of information. Not to mention everything that has been happening, so with the context all together, I'm pretty sure he would rather go off alone then spend some time with his children doing something that we won't probably won't do again soon

It's honestly not. It just isn't As fun as it was to skate I felt so lonely there, no one wanted to talk nor skate with me He would of been the only person that would of

Tbh I think I'm just overthinking things, maybe you're right maybe he is doing the best he can for me Maybe I'm just being ungrateful for the effort he puts in Maybe I'm just being a selfish jerk.