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MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2025 05:20
Linksorry for vent rn i need to sleep soon but
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MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2025 05:31
Linkthis is poorly worded. i dont know how to express how i feel. i dont know if i am allowed to talk about it to anyone so i keep it inside and i need help. im sorry
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2025 05:34
Linki am very sorry. i want to communicate but i feel like i am not allowed to . it is making everything worse
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
24.01.2025 05:35
Linki deleted the comments because i dont agree with what i said . i am once again assuming things . i am sorry
lukas u cant just ask if it would be better if u were dead idk that seems kind of guilt trippy ;-; im just saying NOT TO BE RUDE but u could put a lot of guilt on the person this is for
i hope you learn from the mistakes you made not everyone is perfect you have to make mistakes to become a better person
i did not mean to write it like that, that was a poor choice of words, i am sorry
i tried but i didnt get to say everything and ask questions and i dont know what to do im sorry
maybe they just want space im assuming theyre on this site do they post about u or something i think i know who this is about actually maybe once u get your phone back you could text them
they post about me and im scared to ask them if we could talk, they told me not to talk to them at all . i dont think there is anything i can do so im trying to hold it back in my mind
im sorry i dont know when i sound like im making excuses or trying to guilt trip someone, i try to explain why things happen but then it might sounds like its all about me
i think that could be for the best theyre obviously uncomfortable with you and wants nothing to do with you its best that you just stop trying to get their attention since that isnt want they want and instead grow from your mistakes
im sorry u have to deal with this rn i can go to bed n ill most likely be fine when i wake up
im trying but it seems like when i try they criticize me and it makes me feel like i cant change
i just wanna make sure you dont make the same mistake again by posting about harming yourself over someone that doesnt want anything to do with you i can tell youre not in the right mindset right now if you wanna gts then u can im not forcing you to talk to me ^_^ i hope youre okay i care about u
sorry i sound corny as hell rn im sorry im supposed to be getting a therapist but idk when
maybe they still are holding a grudge against you you tried your best to talk to them again and they didnt want you too that isnt your fault just ignore it now focus on your health and being a better person if u ever wanna vent im here for you instead of u just holding it in ill try to give you good advice
thank you it is just very hard to ignore and i dont know i dont think i am allowed to feel better i dont think it would be ok if i felt better or got better
well i dont know the extent to what you did but i think if youre getting better at being a better person and being better to yourself that would reassure the person you hurt
i know its gonna take time for the person you hurt to acknowledge it and they might never do that but do it for yourself and the other around you
i didnt mean to hurt them i dont want people to think that i am a bad person on purpose but thank you im trying to work on stuff and i want to be someone who others can rely on i dont want people to not trust me im kindof rambling iforogt whattime it is for you im sorry but if it is late u shuld sleep soon thank you for taking time to talk to me im going to try to think about this
i have papers from group therapy awhile ago on stuff to help becayse i forgot a lot of stuff hthat we talked about there so i have to read them again
its almost 10 i got to sleep at like 11 so its oki and i know youre not a bad person you just have these momments that u cant control like u said i know thats not a excuse but the more calm and less you worry about things that make you anxious the easier it'll be to avoid those moments
thank you idk if im trying hard enough tho but i will probably figure it out thank you for talking to me and believing in me it helps a lot
also if you need anything u can talk to me i dont wanna sound like that one friend who only complains and never lets you say how yourefeeling
ofc ofc it doesnt have to be big things little things can help you alot
OFC ive been drawing out things when im sad and it makes me feel better or i just write about how abd my day was and i throw it away that makes me feel better maybe it will help u
i have been trying to do art too so i dont have to unload everything onto someone else every day i tried writing in a journal but i always give up i always lose the energy to write lol its why i talk so much on fa abt random stuff
ooh ya also eat more like healthy food if u can so u can get more energy i think u only eat like junk food and that could be why ur losing energy fast
oh yeah definitely i always be eating junk like binge eating or just boredom i literally ate four cookies i stole from my mom befroe posting thsin helP i used to steal my moms entire cartons of icecrema tho idk how im still skinny idk if its a disorder bc i was often hungry at my dads or like depression idk but i loooove fruit and i eat it when i can the other day i ate two appels bro i am literlay the hulkkkk
i got super picky in the past couple on years idk why but i like carrots n lettuce n cucumbers and fruit n stuff idk what other healthy things r tho
fruits can be a good replacement for sweets yess i was so starved from fruits i stole the sour patch kids that have been down stairs for like a month and ate them all .. fruits are so goooood sometimes i thin of sweets as like something nasty so that i dont eat them i remember i used to eat fruits everyday and i was super energized
BRO YES CARROTS AND LETTUCE AND CUCUMBERS ARE SO GOOD those are good to like snack on what kind of food does your mom make
dev u should teach health class bc this actually makes me wanna eat fruit now i will do it evry day bro this is gona be aweosme im literly gonna be crazy buff trust me teh midnight motivation is kickign in and this time i wont giv up booyah
my mom makes mostly pasta chili ummmmm idk the name but she makes the same meals a lot and i dont like a lot of them besides like pasta and chili
BRO YES i wanted to do something that has to do with helping people in fitness and diets but i also wanna be a lawyer really bad or a detective FRUITS SO GOOD make sure u guys get lots of fruits
omg pasta so good i dont think thats bad so i dats good and chili is oki too i think its bc of the stuff u snack on like cookies and that other stuff so instead just do fruits
DEV TAHTS SO COOL i have no idea what i wana do yet... i still wana eat chips and stuff butmuch much less bc i need to stop living off of that..
u can have chips just like once in a while i eat pistachios instead of chips their so good OKI GOODNIGHT