Depression

Why do I never find your good albums in stores fahey

I love all his shit so much but all I've got is weird stuff from his im getting old and doing random shit era

Throwing myself from a bridge to hear fahey perform america in heaven fr fr

This is such a mentally ill thing to be invested in to the point that it negatively effects my mood I'm such a stupid piece of shit why can't I behave like a normal person

Im such a Self centered piece of shit I should Kill myself

At least I have black saint and the sinner lady that was a new press though so I guess it's worthless and I should bash it with a hammer before I bash myself with a hammer