I feel like... im not happy living. I feel like im not accepted, or loved, or approved of. Everyone wants me to be like my parents. Well, **** this. I want to be ME. The future i have that i see looks perfect to me. But no. My parents are dissappointed that im not in college, even though im 12 ****ing years old. I want to play Terraria for a living. I want a youtube channel. I want to have an astronomy shop. But no. EVERYBODY WANTS ME TO CHOOSE SOMETHING WITH MORE MONEY. It looks like im going to be alone in my future. All i need to care for would be myself. I legit dont care for money. If i wanted to, i could kill myself here and now. But Terraria keeps me going. And its sucking me in, away from reality. And i thank it for that.